aaj 3 july 2010 me pehli bar blogger pe likhna shuru kiya hai pata nahi kab tak likhunga

pehle apna thoda sa introduction ho jaye

mera naam ankur chaudhary hai
saharanpur {u.p} my home town

maine 12th tak apni city me hi padhai ki me medical line me pehle se hi intrested tha isliye maine biology choose kiya . 2 saal kota me coaching karne ke baad me aaj mbbs kar rha hoon .

jaise hi mujhe admission mila pta nahi kyun mere man me khushi nahi thi ..........aur pehle sochta tha ki jab mera admission hoga to wo meri life ka sabse accha din hoga waise accha to tha lekin pta nhai kyun ander se khushi nahi ho rhai thi ..

mere father jo ki mere idol hai ye baat maine kabhi bhi kisi ko nahi kahi . waise sab khush they ki hamari family me dur dur tak koi bhi doctor nahi tha me pehla doctor banney wala hoon .

mujhe dono ssaal apni study beech me hi chor kar aani padi kyunki mujhe headache honey laga tha jiski wajah se doctor ne mujhe padhne se mana kar diya tha ..lekin kuch din bad fir shuru kiya aur aaj me mbbs first year ke final xams ki tayyari kar rha hoon.

mujhe lagta hai ki meri tayyari achi hai aaram se first year clear ho jayega b. but jo kota me coaching kartey time problem ayi thi wo shayad fir dubara aaa rahi hai ...pta nhi kyun ..........
aaj 4 july 2010 hai muje 4 din ho gaye hai me sirf 3 hours hi so paya hoon pta nahi kyun neend nahi aati . sab kehtey hai tension leta hoon lekin wo hai lekin todi si hai magar itni nhai ki mujhe neend hi na aaye agar yahi situation bani rahi to shayad fir ..............
lekin is baar koi option bhi nahi hai ..............
aaj k liye itna hi mujhe padhna bhi hai but soch rha hoon ki agar thodi si bhi neend aaa jaye to me so jaunga lekin mujhe neend nahi aaa pa rahi hai . tablet bhi li hai tab bhi nahi a rahi hai m waitin 4 sleep tab tak study.....
byeeee