shayad me aajkal busy chal rha hoon kyunki xam time aa gya hai 15 se 1st year ke xams hai mere aur bahut tayari karni padegi................................

aaj me bahut hi accha lag rha tha kyunki sleep ke liya me taras sa gya tha sochta tha ek baar neend aaa jaye kaise bhi kar k raat k 4 baje tak me padh rha tha tabhi headache hone laga to maine apne dost piyush ko message kiya ki agar wo jaag rha hai to mujhe bta de mujhe usse dawai leni thi lekin wo soya hua tha maine socha itni raat ko kya disturb karu me apne dusre dost parveen k room me gya uske paas medicine rakhi thi tab maine medicine li aur sacha ki shayad isse neend aaa jayegi aur me sahi tha kaise bhi kar ke mujhe 6 baje neend aaa gayi...............

meri eyes morning me 9:30 pe khuli mere room mate mukesh ke alaram ki aawwaj se lekin itni aasani se thoda hi me uthne wala tha itne dino baad jo neend aayi thi tabhi usne mujhse pucha kibreakfast karne chalega kya maine use mana kar diya aur me apne samne wale room jisme atul aur badre rehtey hai jaa kar so gya ............12:30 pe piyush aya aur kehne laga ki khana aaa gya hai kha le tab me utha aakhir pet ka jo sawal tha tab maine uth kar khana khaya uske baad thoda padhne baitha aur 1 ghantey me fir so gya fir me 3 baje utha aur tayiyar ho kar piyush ki chai pine chaltey hai wo bhi taiyar ho gya as usual hamesha ki tarah uske baad me chai pi kar aye fir padhai shuru ki tabhi kuch der me piyush room me aya kehne laga ki surprise hai room me aja .............

but surprise tha pasta jo ki manish , parveen aur piyush mast tarikey se kha rahey they mujhe itna ganda laga ki maine to use beech me hi chod diya aur room me aakey padhne laga abi bor ho rha tha isliye ne par aa gya aur timepass k liye likhna laga abhi itna raat ko agar time mila to iske agey .....................

aaj 3 july 2010 me pehli bar blogger pe likhna shuru kiya hai pata nahi kab tak likhunga

pehle apna thoda sa introduction ho jaye

mera naam ankur chaudhary hai
saharanpur {u.p} my home town

maine 12th tak apni city me hi padhai ki me medical line me pehle se hi intrested tha isliye maine biology choose kiya . 2 saal kota me coaching karne ke baad me aaj mbbs kar rha hoon .

jaise hi mujhe admission mila pta nahi kyun mere man me khushi nahi thi ..........aur pehle sochta tha ki jab mera admission hoga to wo meri life ka sabse accha din hoga waise accha to tha lekin pta nhai kyun ander se khushi nahi ho rhai thi ..

mere father jo ki mere idol hai ye baat maine kabhi bhi kisi ko nahi kahi . waise sab khush they ki hamari family me dur dur tak koi bhi doctor nahi tha me pehla doctor banney wala hoon .

mujhe dono ssaal apni study beech me hi chor kar aani padi kyunki mujhe headache honey laga tha jiski wajah se doctor ne mujhe padhne se mana kar diya tha ..lekin kuch din bad fir shuru kiya aur aaj me mbbs first year ke final xams ki tayyari kar rha hoon.

mujhe lagta hai ki meri tayyari achi hai aaram se first year clear ho jayega b. but jo kota me coaching kartey time problem ayi thi wo shayad fir dubara aaa rahi hai ...pta nhi kyun ..........
aaj 4 july 2010 hai muje 4 din ho gaye hai me sirf 3 hours hi so paya hoon pta nahi kyun neend nahi aati . sab kehtey hai tension leta hoon lekin wo hai lekin todi si hai magar itni nhai ki mujhe neend hi na aaye agar yahi situation bani rahi to shayad fir ..............
lekin is baar koi option bhi nahi hai ..............
aaj k liye itna hi mujhe padhna bhi hai but soch rha hoon ki agar thodi si bhi neend aaa jaye to me so jaunga lekin mujhe neend nahi aaa pa rahi hai . tablet bhi li hai tab bhi nahi a rahi hai m waitin 4 sleep tab tak study.....
byeeee